Well suppose shud really tell you som ebits about meself, people who know me will already know this am sure, but if others are gonna look then this is for you.
DOnt want to tell you all me secrects but heres just a little taster.
I was born in Northampton and moved to Whitby and stayed at a boarding school i have friends from all over due to this, and i now live in Blackpool, which is supposed to be the party capital of the North or so im told, i do go out a lot and enjoy having fun and laughs, although my weight holds me back in a lot of ways, ie not being able to dance like i want, not being able to wear what i ant etc etc, and people who dont know you can be very horrible over the years have had very many comments some very hurtfull, would love to say this is the insentive that has made me want to do it, loose weight get healthy and all that , but nope ususlly just have a good cry, grin and bare it, pick meslef up rub meslef down and start all over again(ooooo i feeel a song comin on lol ) you will egt used to my random outburst.
One comment i got last week when me and a friend was in a take away after a nice night out, come on be far we all need cheey chips at teh end of th nigth dont we, and yes i totally agrre they are bad but in moderation and that we should all have a little treat, because at the end of the day if we deprive ourselves too much am sure we will end up pushing the other way and rebelling and having more than we would have in the first place or is that just me he he, anyway back to the comment, i felt good about myslef we had all had a good night was laughing and giggling with people in the place, then someone walked in and my friend said to him, "omg will u pleasssssssssseeeeeeeeeee take her away she doin me head in" all laughs and giggles, then he just looked at and said "no thanx i dont want to go on a trampoline" and as you can guess the laughter stopped nad i thought what a dick head, but hey thats life and you just get on with it, no one hasd the right to take the micky out of anyone, more so if they dont know them, but unfortunatelly there are unkind people all over the world day in and day out, making people unhappy.
I am not choosing to do this for them and to make them feel better but for myself and for my health and to make me feel better.
Anyway reckon ive wrote enogh for now latas tatas hope to chat soon x
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